Sunday, March 7, 2010

I see light in the darkness.



I don't expect anyone to read this. This is more for me than for any prospective followers. The truth is I've crashed and I've burned, and since last summer I have dug myself out of a deep dark hole called depression and I'm learning to take better care of myself. Journeling is something my therapist strongly recommends. I've never been one to keep a journal or diary and I type quicker than I write so why not blog?


Hmmm....where do I begin? Like I said, I'm not accustomed to recording my thoughts and I find it very difficult but I know it's necessary. I guess I'm worried about feeling exposed. I've been hidden for so many years. Too many years and so much time spent existing in a haze or a daze, half-asleep. So now I've decided to wake myself up and discover who I am. To discover my purpose, the meaning of life [to me], my passions, my happiness and contentment. I think it's do-able :)

 
I will try to write something every day. Even on those days that I feel down, or lazy, or uninspired. Even if it's just a sentence.


Jen

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